Date: 21/07/10
Time: 10:47pm
Weight: 55kg
So today is the second day of my liquid only fast. I ate 2 cuppa soups, a small 70 cal yogurt and a small cup of chicken noodle soup. I also bought some antacid because I find this stops my hunger pains a lot, so I had 2 of them. I'm feeling a bit depressed lately.. like I just want to give up.. I crave a big Mcdonalds meal so badly, or even just a baked dinner! I love cooking and I love food. I don't know how long i can keep this liquid fast up, maybe just till tomorrow night, so then it's 3 days. My stomach looks slimmer and I guess I'm some what happy with that, thing is I have to have a slimmer body by the end of 2 weeks because I'm going on an outing with my friends and I want to look my best. I'm not sure what diet or fast I'll do after this liquid fast, maybe something like the 2468 diet, or just fruit and vegetables. I am going to try my hardest to go for a run tomorrow at some stage, then I'm going to visit my friend and stay at hers the night she doesn't eat that healthy so I don't know how I am going to go staying there. I have started to look at overweight people in the up most of disgust.. how can they let their bodies get that way? I can't let myself be like that. Things are changing about the way I see everything.. I want the perfect body, don't we all, but I'm prepared to do anything for it. I'm getting so sick of soup & liquids, I just want to eat real food.. well as you can probably pick up, I'm not feeling too great, I'm really tired and just in a shitty mood. I am extremely determined to make it to the end of day 3 for my liquid fast, that would be one of my goals crossed off, then maybe next time I will fast for longer.
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