Date: 05/03/11
Time: 10:02pm
Weight: 63kg
Wow... It has been a very long time since I have updated my blog, but I will be updating alot more now :), I let myself binge and eat continuously over the past few months, I am disgusted with my weight and I cant take being a fat slob anymore! I got down to 53kg last year and I was so proud of myself.. but then I gave up and gave in to fast food.. I'm joining back at the gym in a couple of weeks... My birthday is next month so I would like to not look as sloppy then so I guess I will do some exercise until I start at the gym. I'm cutting out all soda & ALL fatty greasy foods.. It's going to be very hard because I love how convenient eating fast food is and how tempting it is to eat. But I cant deal with the way I look at the moment, I am sick of sucking in my flab and thinking yeah that looks thin and then letting it all out... its making me feel ill just thinking about how I have let myself get.. I am thinking that I will start another pro ana diet... the 3 day liquid fast went so well for me I lost 5kg and kept it off for a long time! anyway I am going to post some thinspo and maybe next week I will upload a photo of what I look like now.
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